not really back... but found out a close friend is gay.

ya i've been gone without sayin a word. just like the rest of them.
writing this blog is like trying to stay on a healthy diet. i just dont have enough willpower to continue.
it really saddens me to see some of the blogs i used to follow have to end. many have said their farewells. many have explained they lost the inspiration to continue.
me? i'm just fothermuckin lazy, to be honest. i really do have a lot to share but i just feel like nobody cares. so why bother? lol
but i really do hope to meet in person one if not all of my followers and/or the bloggers i follow.
if you guys are in toronto, i really wish there was some way to easily contact me. because the thing is i cant give you my phone number nor can i give you my primary email. and even if i do give you my secondary email i would rarely ever check it. i have already rarely check my primary email i could only imagine when you do send me an email to my secondary one. lol.
"hey joey i'm in toronto! wanna meet up?"
*6 months later...*
"ya sure! where you at?"
you see where i'm gettin at? =P

o well.

but good news. i MYSELF recently found out one of my friends is gay! even though he's been out to his other friends a year ago... ya i was self-informed and one of the last to know.
i found out when i saw a picture of him on msn kissing a dude.
i was like "why do you have a pic of u kissing a dude?"
and he was like "isnt obvious joey?"
"ur shitting me"
"ya i've been out since a year ago"
i was so frikin excited its not even funny! because for one he wasnt flaming gay so it never crossed my mind. two, he's my first actual gay FRIEND. yes, friend. not just some classmate. or some co-worker.
last night i had a chat with him. and it was one of the best chats ever, let me tell you. unexpected. mind-blowing. epic.

one step closer to being fully out. o and btw i let him read this blog eh? wonder what he'll think of it...

so i guess this is goodbye? no. the thing is i can still pop in anytime i want. so lets not compromise... and i dont even know how to use the word compromise because this is my first time to.
i might just pop in just for the hell of it. or i might pop in next time i fully come out. that way i can give away my real ID. and then we can meet up. and have a lil naughty rendezvous. jaykay.

take it easy guys and God bless.

i've been gone for sooooo long...

why? because i have no internet connection at home.

first off, happy belated christmas and merry new year guys! i'll TRY my best to catch up on all y'alls blogs. fuck, i got a lot to catch up on.

I have now found an unlocked wifi connection at my apartment here. ftw

uhh o ya i got my laptop fixed. therefore i am now able to post up pictures on my blog. i couldnt do that on the iphone earlier.

i really wanted to meet up with maddy over the holidays but apparently i was too busy with work and church stuff. hopefully we can soontime!

I had quit starbucks to work at another coffee shop. because the new employer is planning to pay me more and give me more hours. i calculated everything and approximately it'll be a difference of about $250 a month if i were to transfer. LOL i know it may not seem much but why not.

... no comment on the denver broncos...

random thought: last night i had a dream about a girl. but the weird thing is she didn't seem familiar. she was a hard category 1. like you know how if you dream about a crush it'd usually be somebody you know in real life? but this one i have no idea who. and then i woke up for a couple of hours. ate breakfast. went back to bed again at 11am. and i dreamed about her again! hmm...

btw, that is the new sbux logo. what's different about it?